So this time last week I was having my first alcoholic drink which lead to many more in succession, which led to a lot of upset and hurt. I just know tomorrow is gonna be 100% better than last Monday!
I took my middle daughter out for some “us” time on Friday and had a Diet Coke, it came in a short glass and the traditional cola bottle which I found kind of triggering, as it made me feel like I had ordered the usual vodka and Diet Coke and I felt like taking a picture for some reason…
Anyway I didn’t let it sway me and continued to have a great night with middle child and a great weekend teaching. It’s gonna feel like a long evening from now until bed time though as Sunday afternoons are my drinking time….
Next weekend is my friends hen do which will also be a test but I’m determined to drive so I have no choice, but I’m out all day so could in theory still have a few drinks early on but I really do not need to and thinking of it more like a human science project where I can slowly watch people get drunk around me and monitor the rate of the different body types etc 😂😂