So my sober time app says (in one hour) I will be in my 23rd day! Yey! I’m determined to get to 100 days this time as that’s what I promised the kids. My friends wedding is on about day 110, and hopefully by then I will not want to reset but if I do it’s ok, because I can give myself permission to drink that one night as I am away in a hotel and for the whole weekend, so a few drinks on the Saturday will be ok as I’m not around the kids till the Monday. I feel like I’m trying to convince myself, but in reality I hope I just don’t even want a drink on the day, I’ll blog about it nearer the time, right now I need to focus on each day at a time.
I had a few r ally low days at the weekend, after Friday nights falling out. Not having a hangover and guilt was such a relief as I could think about what I was really feeling not just effects of alcohol withdrawal.
What I figured is I was just having a low mood day like many people do, I came down with a virus and lost my voice and it’s also near that time of the month where I am weepy fir no apparent reason. So things have settled at home, no huge dramas. Good result.