So I’m loving day 35, except that I dreamt last night that I was secretly drinking!! The dream was so vivid, me sneaking away and getting my double vodka and Diet Coke and asking for a straw, I even got given the wrong change so ended up with more money than I’d started with, so it felt like such a good thing, but then when I woke I felt so guilty and so pleased that I had woke and it hadn’t been real.. how can it still be so powerful and real?…?
Things that have improved since not drinking 35 days ago…
I spend more evenings interacting with my kids
Think clearly and not causing arguments
Getting on with online learning course
Better digestive sustem
Started piano lessons so I can improve, something I “didn’t have time for” before…