So my sober app tells me today is day 50! That’s really something!? So ten days until a milestone (according to the sober time app) of 60 days which also coincides with my 35 birthday! Which I think is quite nice as I will be less included to want to drink somehow knowing I’ve just earned a new star on the app, simple things lol!
So the UK tonight has been out in lockdown for three weeks at least due to covid-19, which is scary but also calming in a way that I get to spend all my time with my three kids and little dog (not mentioning the man of he house as I actually would prefer not to be isolated with him, (he is a knob most of the time) but we can’t change these things! Having already even isolating for a week because we have all been showing signs of the virus it’s been nice not having to rush about, no responsibilities other than the kids. Don’t get me wrong there have been hard times, especially with my middle daughter who is finding the change very difficult,but I’m dealing with it well especially when I compare to how I would cope if I was drinking… feeing like everyday is a bank holiday so pouring vodka at 2pm, 1pm, 12… not sleeping because I feel guilty about being drunk around the kids or something awful I’ve said to A that I didn’t mean or for eating one of the kids Easter eggs by “accident”…
Not waking up feeling hangover shame and fuzzy headed is a prize everyday, I am so pleased I’ve stuck this out!
One question…are Easter eggs classed as essential shopping? 🐣 🐰 🥚