I’m on day 48 and really feel tempted to buy vodka as a “treat” it’s half term…one of my only Saturdays off…it’s raining …I’m bored…got kids so can’t do anything like work etc….help
Still no sign of me feeling like drinking so I am exCited and happy!!
So I’m still AF, yey!! small celebration for day 23…although in my dream last night I was at some kind of ‘all you can drink’ free buffet and felt confused and guilty when I awoke this morning… My Hypnotherapist told me last time I spoke to her (as I get offered alot of free alcoholContinue reading “Must one habit give into another?”
As my third sober week approaches I’m still feeling army strong! Not thinking of having a drink anytime in the near future. It was my uncles funeral on Wednesday and unfortunately I didn’t have much opportunity to know him as my mum was never close to her brothers, he lived in New Zealand for manyContinue reading “Approaching week 3”
Really upset and pissed off tonight, but actually pleased I’m not drinking because I would have ended up really drunk and emailing or texting the people I’m mad with , which I shouldn’t as it’s unprofessional of me…then I’d be ill tomorrow and guilty…so here’s to tea and toffee tonight…. I’ve discovered ringtons tea bagsContinue reading “Keep moving forward”
This is day 9 and I’m happy!! Also day 9 of no fizzy/diet soda Pepsi max which I normally have daily!!! Proud of Myself…was offered free booze at my gig yesterday and had no other reason not to drink other than I didn’t want too, last time I did that gig I got shit facedContinue reading “Still sober”
Ok it’s only day 4, but I’ve been productive…running, doing computer work I should have done long ago….putting learning plans into place… Anxious about work and kids activities restarting just because it’s gone from laid back life to a million miles an hour again. Sundays hangover was not extraordinary just usual, which is sad becauseContinue reading “Day four and I’m feeling good!”