Week 3, day 17….another obstacle ahead

So 17 days feels good and like I’ve had a good run at it this time, this is bad because this is when my mind starts to say “you weren’t that bad” “maybe one drink won’t hurt” “maybe try a new drink, like red wine as it’s probably just vodka/insert any alcoholic drink that makesContinue reading “Week 3, day 17….another obstacle ahead”

Turning out to be a good week

So I’m definitely feeling the sober buzz…which I must say is better than the alcohol buzz as it doesn’t involve the inevitable drop and low afterwards! I wake up each morning and do my usual “OMG what did I do last night” and then run the last 12 hours back in my head and itContinue reading “Turning out to be a good week”

Treat time

I’ve brought myself to my favourite cafe for a huge piece of egg custard tart and a coffee… alone! No toddler, just myself to sit and breathe and write for half an hour or however long I want. Big treat for a mum of 3! It’s been a bit of a hectic morning because myContinue reading “Treat time”

The day after the day before…

So I do always love the feeling of waking up from that amazing sleep you have when you haven’t slept a wink the night before…I woke up thankful that I am sober and will be for a long time. Thankful for realizing that to have a good time I don’t need alcohol… Still getting toContinue reading “The day after the day before…”